i melt
and you spoon me out
lick me, trick me.
skinless ; slipping
puddles and cones
d
ri
p
s
from your l ip.s
the cicadas lose their voices;
shall they dance?
a spout of sweaty air
tickles your ear
hear
swat
swoon
can it be noon?
sip my breath
have it here
.. raw
murky clear & through a straw
a milky shake
and you wake
-looping
That record machine is
-drooping
My spirits feel, to the bottom of my heel
-dunking
A mind in fire
-gunking
Up as we conspire
-heating
Our volcano can't stop
-pleading
Like a once doomed raindrop
-churning
In his boots like butter
-turning
In the record holder
-scratching
Needles won't stop reading
-m
--
-
-matc
m
mat
--
-matc
hing
Up my s
kin
i'
m -bleeding
I live life laced
in shades of gray
those colorless spaces, not black, not white
not wrong and not right
The fire that burns
and blackens and bursts
into settling dust
that thickens and crusts and smothers the voice
that gives me a choice
The air here is dim
fogged with soot and deceit
lies painting the ceiling
the ground 'neath your feet
like a hunting trap, waiting
and baiting
like sin, so discreet
a volcanic heat
a cumbersome beat.
If white is the right
and black is what's wrong
then joy has no hue, no colorful view, just bangs and smoke and ashes
that coat your eyelashes
and gum up your eyes
and say your goodbyes
.
I have no pulse, I just found out
This morning, laying in bed
Listening to the thoughts running my head
I realised I lack
That think, thunk, twack
That makes me want to go mad
It's strange, really, being dead
A bit like living
But without the thread
That ties days together, like patches to quilts
I'm losing my pride
Along with my guilt
One by one
My thoughts diminish
Snuffed out, like delicate flames
No more irksome emotional games
I can smile at everyone
Without a doubt
I no longer care who they are
Death is easy, I suppose
Like falling asleep
Or stretching your toes
But even so, my heart, it aches
To beat the blood al
I'm sort of alive, as usual. BUT HEY, I'M DRAWIN'. by noctli, journal
I'm sort of alive, as usual. BUT HEY, I'M DRAWIN'.
..HOLA. oh my god it seems like my life nowadays is nothing but work, drawing, and school? WHICH IS GOOD. But unfortunately that means I've just had little time for anything else, including the internet. qwq but I've been posting fairly regularly on tumblr at least, but I'd like to get myself motivated to finish more full pieces,which is why I wanna migrate back to posting on dA regularly too! at least once a week, yanno. 8I (more would be sweet! but that's my goal for now.)
But anyway! For now, I'd like to open maybe 3 commission slots! ..since I've got bills to pay, unfortunately hah;;. I also have the information on tumblr, as far as comm
~:*- ~Pickelicious (https://www.deviantart.com/pickelicious) -*:~
:heart: Moving back to my old account! If there's anyone still actively watching me here, please go watch me over there! Unless you've been with me since the beginning and are already watching me over there, in which case YOU ARE AWESOME. :thumbsup: I'll be posting new stuff soon :heart:
Lublubs,
Ploosh ~
TL;DR : Would any of you be interested if I actually started actively sewing again? :D
So if you're seeing this surprisingly unrecognized name pop up in your devWATCH messages and you're like 'dafuq is dis?? I remember no jamywhosawhatsit' then I guess that yes, I've been gone for a while. .___. like a real long while.
It's me! Plooshy! Remember? Sortakinda? The girl with the plushies? >w< oh dear.
I don't know what it's been about this last year, but somehow I just didn't feel like sewing at ALL. It was awful. I'd log onto dA, look around, and then be like 'well I don't really have anything interesting to post here, might as well leave ;_
Hi! Just a reminder that my little Dashie plush will be finishing her auction in just over a day, so if you want her, get over there and do some bidding!! :heart: http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=230816589781
Also, I will be leaving for a camp in a couple of days and will be gone for nearly a month, so don't expect any more activity from me xD. If you desperately need me I'll be here tomorrow for a little bit.
LUV N KISSES and cyanide
ploosh ~
Hey, sorry for the late reply! I'm not technically *open* for commissions atm, but I'm not completely opposed to the idea ... if you're ever interested you can always note me for a price quote C: